我开始相信,那些自感的折磨和不幸,假如你复原走出来了,你会发现,它们其实是来自上帝的礼物,经过了包装。

感谢各种力量,来自大自然、摸索者、传爱者、文学、艺术的。

送给一些挣扎着,挣扎过,或者生活在阳光中的人。

2018.1.22 

平衡不是不温不火,而是我们身体极限之间的区域。

你的极限韧度越大,平衡区域也越大。

Balance is not about being absolute stable, it’s the green area between your limits.

 

2017.12.31

2017年的最后一晚,梦见自己在清理物品,几个箱子,一堆教科书,还有三包用密封袋装着的食物,咖喱之类的剩菜,应该放了几年。正准备扔掉,一回头发现,O.把那几袋食物放碟子里吃了,我说,希望你不会因此生病。

反射的是我内心攒了多年的负能量吗?

 

2017.12.18

Last night I had this vivid feeling that a car accident was going to happen, so I kept reminding myself to get plenty of sleep, and ride slowly in the morning. 

This morning Chouchou let out a long mourn, kept climbing in and out, when I followed her, I found Pajama (her baby) lying by the front door, blood coming out from her nose, ears, eyes…blood stain was on the road, I think Chouchou dragged her body back. A neighbor said it’s by a car.

When I was wrapping her up, Chouchou was in the house chewing a cardboard box, hunting fish and leaves.

May all your favourite memories be with you.

Pajama 8.25 - 12.18, 2017

 

 

2017.11.24

 

Am reading 《The Life and Times of Jamyang Khyentse Chökyi Lodrö》and became very interested in Khandro Tsering, Jamyang Rinpoche's wife. The two images of her later years here was her with the reincarnation of her late husband, the profound teacher Dzongsar Jamyang Khyentse Rinpoche. The transformation of physical life is fascinating.

 

康卓慈玲秋淳,蒋扬钦哲确吉罗卓,她晚年两张是和蒋扬的转世宗萨蒋扬钦哲仁波切。喜欢看人一生不同阶段的照片,生命很神奇。

 

11.7

忌辰一年我才开始翻他近几年的采访记录。有一段是几年前的,他晚年的生活伴侣,多年来的和音歌手安嘉妮也在。安说,他们在一起的生活是很平淡的,科恩是个很好的伴侣,超棒的厨子。

青少年时对平淡的生活带有恐惧,现在回想,那时恐惧的其实不是平淡,而是那时所见的平淡中的腐烂,而一些平淡中,是可以充满生命力的。

One of the interviews of Leonard with Anjani, Anjani said that, they had a very normal life, he's a good partner, and a good cook.

For many years I had a fear of living a "normal life", now I realize that, the "normal life" I feared of, was not the "normal" side itself, but the rotting side in it that I saw; and now I know, in some normal forms, it can be filled with light.  (Image: Leonard Cohen 2016)

 

11.19,

懂得伪装,大概是成长的一个里程碑。中午上楼,听见房间传来ipad的声音,房门反锁,敲门两分钟后沙利文才走过来开门,临开门前听见他在念叨《Sound of Colors》(吉米的地下铁),果真抱着这本书来开门。ipad横躺在床上温温的。

傍晚听见打火机的声音,我走出来,他捧起一盘观音莲冲着我傻笑,桌上有半片烧剩的叶子。

恭喜你,长大了。

Learning to lie probably is a milestone in growing up. This morning I heard cartoon music from the iPad, bedroom door was locked, I knocked, Sullivan came open the door after a few minutes, just before he got to the door, I heard him saying “Sound of Colors”, he did open the door with the book 《Sound of Colors》 (an illustration book by a Taiwanese artist). iPad was lying on the bed, still warm.

Evening time hearing the sound of pressing a lighter, I walked out of the kitchen, he picked up a pot of cactus and gave me a smile, on the table there was a half burnt leave. 

Congratulations Sullivan, you’ve reached a new milestone.

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Son of the nature

 

If someone with speech & language therapy experience, or just the passion and skill to play and communicate with child with delayed speech, boys games, rock climbing, horse riding etc., in English, interested in spending one month in China/Yunnan, I am offering room & board Dali home-stay for exchange.

Roughly ten hours per week, easy work :)

  

If I was ever assigned a mission, it was to help you locate and connect to the things that brighten up your eyes.

 

2010年,小双鱼出生在北京,18个月的时候在内蒙草原他追着羊群满山跑,什么语言都不愿意运用的他,边追边喊,sheep, shee, shee-eep!

2012年我决定让他在大自然中成长; 2013年我们搬到了云南大理。

 

耶鲁大学儿童研究中心把沙利文定义为高功能自闭症儿童,搬回美国,接受治疗,能帮助他去学会日常中不能做的事情,那是教授的建议。融入群体,当然重要,训练我们不会置忘。然而作为妈妈,最重要的大概是帮助他去寻找和发展可以让他眼睛发亮的事情,而这些,不是治疗师可以给我答案的。教授说,我尊重你的意见。

 

July 2017

The mysteries of CAPD  神奇的中枢听觉处理障碍

When we were taking a canoe down the stream, we saw crocodiles in the water, peacocks in the trees, I pointed to Sullivan, can you see the peacocks? His eyes were fixed in the air and said, deer. The guide smiled and said, there's no deer here. One minute down the stream, we suddenly saw a small group of deer in the bushes, a king with 4 female deer. Some time later we were looking at kingfishers, he said, orangutan. The one minute later, we saw a red monkey on the tree. When we were reaching the bank, he said, tiger!

今天我忽然在想,沙利文是否能听到动物存在的声音。划船时看见鳄鱼,孔雀,向导给我们指孔雀的位置,说,看见了吗?我说,沙利文,你看见孔雀了吗?他说,deer. 我说,不是鹿,是孔雀,就在那。向导也笑笑,没有鹿。船往前划了一分钟左右,果真看见草丛里有几头鹿,其中一个是雄壮的公鹿,大大的角,他旁边还有几只小鹿。再往前划时看见翠鸟,沙利文说,orangutan猩猩. 一分钟后我们看见了红色的猴子;快上岸时,他说,tiger. 还好,我们往大象养殖中心走了。

 

 

 

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几年前参加一个关于处理家庭关系的分享会,一位居住海外妈妈的分享是,她有两个青春期的孩子,其中大孩子是唐氏儿 - 现在国内孕期检查都有唐氏筛查这项,一般筛查出胎儿有唐氏综合症,医生建议是人流。至于为什么,大概是觉得表面的压力是一般家庭难以承受的。

这位妈妈说,孩子小时候,她曾难以接受这个事实,觉得他人,包括自己,用异样的眼光看你。直到有一天,一家子去唐人街超市,大孩子在出口等着,一位白人老奶奶看着那孩子,然后看看妈妈,很感动地跟妈妈说,上帝给了你一份多么特别的礼物,他选择了你当这位特别孩子的母亲。

 

 

四月的时候我想带孩子走一段可以接触大自然,动物,当地文化,不同灵魂(异样的生活方式), 有缘的话可以遇上一些智慧隐者,适合耗体力,心灵疗愈的旅程。

可是我没有这样的能力,于是我联系了可以帮助我的朋友。八月,我们出行。

 

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4 years 四年

 

Three years 三年

 

Three years 三年

 

one year 一年

 

 

 

 

小五2005年出生在北京

Wu was born in Beijing, year 2005

 

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